I've been up all night, I'm seeing 3 am again. How are you holding up there? Do you like the life you living right now? or you just pretending that you do? Are you happy with your decision right now? or the situation leaving you with no options? Aren't you felt trapped there? I'm used to it. But, what about you? It's funny, i used to think i couldn't find any reason to write anymore. But then there's you. I still have all your playlist at my phone, i don't know why i keep it. Maybe i like your taste in music, Or, all the songs you used to listen to, describe what are you feeling that time. And that's when i can learn more about you. It's hard for me to read people sometimes, but you. You like an open book to me, Let me put it this way. I was like your human diary, i suppose.. Why do i worried so much? I know you're in good hands now, According to your decision.. Well who am i to judge? As a friend i'll be here From mi...