Midnight Thoughts

I kept feeling it. It's like butterflies wanna come out thru my mouth, and not in a good way. We kept avoiding the reality. I need to know where we heading, where this is gonna go I can't live in the moment like this if i know at the end, we will not end up together if at the end, we will living our own lives without each other. "Why don't we just started it now?" I asked. "Started what?" You asked. "Started what we should've started. Stop wasting our time together and just start living our own lives with our own way". You don't say a word. No respond. "Tell me why are you here. Just don't tell me that you wanna live your moment. Tell me the real reason why are you stayed here with me" i asked. I love you, and if we can't be together that's fine. Just don't make me stay here and hurted me even more with the reality that we're facing right now. Just let me go, let me find my happines...

In searching for a soulmate, sometimes people could get lost. They just need the right person to show them the right direction. The thing is, do you believe in 'the right one' ?

Is it wrong if i fall for someone that i've never seen in person before? Is it wrong if i wanna be with someone that i've never hold hands with before? Is it wrong if i fall for his heart, kindness, sweetness and his flawless? Is it wrong if i thought he's perfect?  Is it wrong if i fall for the way he treated me? Cause if it is... Then, I don't wanna be right.

Some people wasn't really lucky on finding love or be with someone they love Getting even harder when life have to drifting them apart, They who agreed will say, try to give it another chance, just enjoy the ride in front of you. But,what if giving it another change is just like wasting more time? Would be giving up the only escape that left? Who should they listen to, if their heart can't even show where is the end of this tiring ride? Then, they started to think, that maybe, maybe There's no the end of this road.

Every night, i try not to think about you, about us But, i won't stop there I won't stop trying till i'm over you Because i know, you don't belong here You belong somewhere else.